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THE BEAST WITH TWO BACKS
of the night
i bash my head against the wall again, just for you
i twist the knife into my heart again, all for you
i find my place is making music of the night
just let the floodgates of my sorrows open wide
if anyone gets in our way again, i would kill for you
there will be no standing in our way again, i would die for you
so taste the blackness of my soul
why cant i ever let it go
i cut my skin and let it bleed again, all for you
i hope my heart can take this need again, the need for you
sorceress
dark priestess comes to me in spite
sucking unholy delight
she spits my dicksnot out, onto the wall
with a, "fuck it all!"
and she makes my body ache
i can feel the mental break
how will i last a single minute more with this pagan whore
all i know is she is mine
and i am hers and thats just fine
to fuck so fierce we lose our minds
two beast in heat until we die
and i would kill the world for you
if you only ask me to
my sorceress, what would you have me do
blood on satans claw
and i know, there is blood on satans claw tonight
but i dont care as long as i can hold you tight
and i feel that the armageddon has finally come
bat that doesnt matter as long as your my only one
only one
your problems
fuck you stupid kids
i dont want your problems
dont need your problems
ive got enough of my own
so get the fuck away from me, you might notlike what i bring
fuck you stupid kids i dont need your problems
your only problem is that you have none
so get the fuck away from me,
you might not like what i bring, in the night
where is your pain?
conscience kills all the same
in the night
sleep in vertigo
erase the hell you know, never to let go
by pale moonlight
when its gone...
life is meaningless, until its gone
but who gives a fuck when its gone?
when its gone...
you cannot see the end, until its gone
there is no more light in your eyes
lonely conviction
lonely goodbye
and your eyes look so helpless in the night, by the pale moonlight
and i will be there, holding you tight
as the blood flows like rain all through the night, in the pale moonlight
when its gone...
losing everything
all fucking gone
i need to hear your screams
you stole my everything
always the last to know
its your turn to feel it now
all hallows eve
among dead leaves they whisper the prophecies of old
relax before begining
breathe in deeply the cold
a night of hightened power
to walk among the dead
and feel the transformation
time to be bound and bled
darkness will rise, to mate with light
release and die
burning in the harvest fire
the dance of burning embers
the shadows of the trees
beware, the night has power over these
things far beyond belief, the phantasmagoria
lifes seasons change
the end of all you know
this hallowed night
from ancient times
release and die
burning in the harvest fire
die you fucks!
inside my mind is a place where everything is clear to me
and if you want to take me out, im gonna take more than a few with me
and in my mind i am free of your reality
but i am forced to walk alone, for no kindred have i ever seen
send me an angel
i need to whipe the blood off on her wings
and if she is able, i'll throw a load in her cumdumpster
kill me
and its all good when the bodies hit the ground
and its all good when there are bodies all around
if you fuck with me i'll leave you six feet down
and i dont care if your body is ever found
so die with me all night
i hate myself and i want to fucking die
i hate myself, i dont even know why
if you fuck with me, you will lose your life
and i dont care if anyone survives
so die with me all night
go ahead, take my life, just take my pain with it
kill yourself
why dont you kill yourself
if you think everything is so fucked and this whole world is full of shit,
then do yourself and the rest of us a favor and get the fuck out of it
but all you do is fucking complain
as if you were the only one to know of pain
instead of finding beauty in your nights
anyone can use their shadows to find a source of light, you just cant take it
kill one another
i put my baby in the ground
the maggots dont have time enough to eat the flesh away
we have learned to kill one another
no one discovers
the earth will cover the secrets that we leave
i lay my baby slowly down
into the earth so moist and fresh her body will decay
betrayed
its just another day,
with just another disappointment left to render me with nothing else to say
and nothing in the way of all the shit you took from to me
you fucking bitch
i ripped my heart and soul apart to shelter you
now i am left to decay
here wallowing in shit filled misery
the cost of you
now way the pain will go away
you cant take that away
my sickness, my decay, are pale reminders, here, of you
the coulda beens
you could have been anythng but you ended up in a tissue beside the bed
but i love you, all my dead babies
you could have been anything but you ended up a stain on some whores dress
farewell, farewell, farewell my nightly friends
we will never know what might have been
so farewell, farewell, until we meet again
with the millions of other little coulda beens
you could have been anyting but it turns out you are a crust apon my chest
but i love you, all my dead babies
you could have been many things but you ended up on an ass crack or a breast
but i love you, all of my dead babies
maybe we all should die before our time
demon in my pants
i want to rip your cock off (you fucking cunt)
and shove it down your throat (i really do)
i want to burn your tiny little world down
and dance amidst the smoke
but ive got an angel in my heart, telling me that its all wrong
but ive got a demon in my pants, raping the life you have known
ive got my love of pain, and all the things that darkness brings
alone, but i know its all my own
your life is a fucking rimjob (i guess you go with what you know)
sucking the asshole of fear (you little bitch you do)
you spineless little fucking prick, you know you should kill yourself off soon
or i could do it for you
disemboweling little girls for fun and profit
i put little girls like you in the ground
with your tounge chewed out you wont make a sound
as i slice you stomache letting your entrails spill out
and as im dragging you into the back of the van
i gotta think you understand
that its alright, even if you put up a fight
and when its over, or until i gotta find another
im gonna love you untill you die
so please stop asking the reasons why
i think you know
im going to love you until you die
and as the lights fade, under the nights shade
im going to be the one holding your hand, until the bitter end
and although i hate to see you cry, i think you know
that im gonna love you until you die
the beast with two backs
we can make the beast with two backs baby,
with a heart as black as my love
im gonna wrap my anger inside my pain until it shakes the skies above
and if we make the beast with two backs baby
i can hold you in my arms
you might suffer to see the monster that i can be
but i never meant you any harm
all that shines must fade
like flowers feeling winters touch
even love decays
but i will burn the brightest now
fueled by the fires of hell
if we make the beast with to backs baby
i can thrust up deep inside
you might scream just a little as i tear out the middle of the girl you try to hide
and if we make the beast with two backs baby i'll take your knees down to your ears
as i squeeze the ankles and look into your eyes i can take away your fears
im gonna wear your blood
its time you met your ending
the last breath out of you
but just know, your not the only one
so breath in deep my anger
and taste the sweetest pain
but just know, your not the only one
shake to the rythem of all out rage
and if its still alright to die
im gonna dance naked in the moonlight covered in your blood
burn in the emptiness of your hate
because if its still alright to die
all i know is that im going to wear your blood
i only wanted something
something to call my own
and i know im not the only one
but all im wanting now is to be left alone
i know im not the only one
anything
we who live this life of pain
through the hell we remain
never could feel ashamed about a fucking thing
the choice was free
to kill off anything in our way
cannot save your life
not a savior i
will not live a life of alibis
in your world of complaints
through your life of restraints
never could feel the same
you are not me
i'll kill off anything in my way
cannot live a life of fucking lies
im looking backward at the world as it was
now im looking forward in hopes to fuck you up
empty promises you gave
every little disgrace
never could you erase a single fucking thing done to me
so i'll kill off anything i see
funeral procession
yes i walk with death
feel its cold dark stare
everything you fear
i will take you there
ribs that tear through lungs
skulls that snap and break
what begins must end
life is mine to take
(im gonna take it)
eyes of black now glow
teeth will soon sink in
brave enough to live past the prime of man
i will rip right through and embrace this pain
death she follows me, for i know her name
(i fucking know it)
and at night my lady comforts me
wraps me tightly in the grip of her wings
let the world collapse, it never meant a thing
as she sinks her teeth into my heart and enters me
and is it ever enough?
no it is never enough
see the red sun rise
eclipsed by the moon
feel the earths last gasp
and embrace your doom
IN THE DUMPSTER BEHIND THE CLINIC / WHORE
roadside horror
a race of death
its just a reason to kill
a genocide made of iron and steel
a motherfucker behind the wheel
so you can kiss your ass goodbye
i fucking drive through your waste of a life
with death i ride
your life aint shit and neither is mine
so lets go die
twisted flesh and a tortured soul
give me a car and i'll fucking explode
but you should stay the hell off my road
or you can kiss your ass goodbye
cremation teardrops
cremation teardrops are falling like rain
and i cant hold it in anymore
you were the first of the last generation
and i am perpetual war
what do you say to me when i speak your name and set you afire
what do you say to me when i pluck out your eyes
disease
like virus seaping into these veins (disease)
concrete tumors, world of shame (disease)
now is the time for dogs of war (disease)
this is your judgement day
this is our finest hour
as im looking through the other side
i am blind to the things my eyes have seen
im amazed and repulsed at how you have spread just like a disease
and at how your back to do it again
to everyone here in this room
your shallow lives are your tombs
red velvet flesh is what you need
now is the feast of blood
what you have sewn, we shall reap
all gonna die
all gonna die
fuck you
i cant seem to find my way
but thats alright
i never wanted to relate
to all you stupid fucking people comming up to me everyday
get the fuck out of my way
and if you dont want to follow me
well thats alright
i never asked to fucking lead
all the masses of the ignorant who cannot think for themselves
get the fuck away from me
warsong
(hoka-hey) your life is bringing you problems
(hoka-hey) your life is feeding you lies
(hoka-hey) today is a good day to die
(hoka-hey) your life is passing you by
burn
burn this fucking world spread the last disease
burn this fucking world or sevrve it on your knees
march to your death for me
fuck you
serve your complacency
time of apes
dont waste my time
if you are here
then you are mine
we will only be apes for a short fucking time
dont waste my time or you will walk this night alone
i am your future
and your future here is gone
i am the face of everything cruel in this world
i am your future and your future is no more
warsong II
die with me
for a sense of stability
loss of reality
this is our war
songs of lonliness, missed oppertunity,
earth turned to blood, pain, and disease
this is a war
a holy war
come along
violence forgives all wrong
challenges what we are
we ARE our war
songs of emptiness
of the lame opressed
of the endlessness of your weakness
my lady death
death in a black dress
she comes to me
brings the darkest sunsets that i have ever seen
im down on my knees and eager to please
so tenderly
my lady death, she comes unto me
come under me
greed
burn out my eyes
i dont want to see
the things that you have are not what i need
burn a candle for me
my hope, my disease consumes your greed
death waits over me
planting every seed
hypocrasy, lies at my feet
burn a candle for me
empty but free
drown everything
inside your greed
die
death waits over me
takes my every need
my everything, you can take away
you cant handle me
you cant penetrate
shot through your greed
shot through your greed
the little slug love song
everytime you cry, a little piece of me dies
tearing out my heart and soul
but its too much more not to try
i could fuck you to death
but the blood takes too long to dry
no point in your last breath
your dead already inside
but everytime you cry, a little piece of me dies
nothing really new for you
but its to much more not to try
i still love you today but i dont really know why
i never got any truth from you
i guess i'll live with your lies
circles
suspend the circles that form under my eyes
i have opened the throat of the night
i have only this shell of a life
sometimes i feel like the god of the knife
suspend the circles that form around my life
they serve to guide me around what i dispise
i have only this shell of a life
sometimes i feel like the god of the knife
suspend the circles that i feel tonight
i have opened the heart of the night
sometimes i feel like the god of the knife
sometimes i feel like the
me
i am shit but at least i am me
i am scarlet malfunctioned disease
i am blackness of heart mind and soul
i am that wich you can not control
CURSE ARCANUM
destruction
take a look into my eyes
do i look like i care if you or i live or die
or if i wet my filthy cock tonight
and i dont want your reason
so fuck your cheap rebelion
i am your destruction
take a look into the darkest moments of the night
i will be there beside you to take away your life
there is no place that you are safe
i am your destruction
there is nothing else that i would rather be
than the truest form of your enemy
take a look inside yourself and tell me what you see
its the face of a coward who will never be like me
so fuck your tender feelings
you cant play with my emotions
i am your destruction
there is nothing else that i would rather be
than the truest form of your enemy
so take one last look at me and tell me what you see
because the person staring back at you is just what he was made to be
i have no faith in the human race
i am your destruction
the final harvest
lonely dead stuck bleeding pig
lonely ditch i choose to dig
inside
and it burns in the face of the one whos mother cried
lonely tumer inside my head
it wont be long untill i am dead
inside
and it burns in the faces of the ones who told me lies
disappointments are mounting each day
strong oppinions with nothing to say
sharpened blades i will raise to the void
until my mind gives away to the need to destroy
every loss that there is will you feel
machine or beast, all i know is i am real
a life of pain as the catalyst for this thing i am, waking death
now like instinct i harvest the land
death within me, your life in my hands
all of this worlds filth is drentched in your blood
as it rains down around me
come on down
your blood
rain over me, covering all i see
as you die
leechwitch
she shakes to the rhythm of the fire glowing in the night
take pride in the horror on the faces of every man in sight
leechwitch, dance a little closer to me
pretty baby i can give you what you need
she walks in the forrest alone gathering what she please
in swamp where her children grow
she takes the young to bleed
im face down again
once more then the end
she shakes the world apart with each twist of her hips
with a devils smile she parts those perfect blood red lips and im gone
sick sister rise and take me down
your countenance is calling until all of my blood is flowing on the ground
lone wolf
shall i walk in darkness
rise or fall
im just another motherfucking worm not fit to crawl
but i still i breathe the air in deeply
dig my heels into the ground
and wait for what is about to come
there is only pain that life has shown
there is no way to let it go
there are no compromises left to die in my soul
shall i taste the shadow
see the fear in its eyes
dig my teeth into its spine
yes the storm is rising
and i feel the end that is building up from deep inside
there is no pain that life has shown that is to great for your soul
there is no will to let it go
only the need to be alone
there is only pain that life has shown
there is no way to let it go
death to gaia
you are the cancer of the world so do your fucking job
building tumers of concrete and steel
fill that whore mother natures lungs with smog
death to gaia
take pride in the horror you bring to a life thats already ost
there is nothing wrong with dieing doing what you love
so kill the world at any cost
death to gaia
there is no turning back the job is already done
so lets blow this fucker up
and create a star that is brighter than the sun
death to gaia
dig a hole to the planets core
take it to the mothers cunt
its never easy to be a disease but it sure is fucking fun
curse arcanum
a curse for the body a curse for the soul
we are taking over
a curse for the nation a curse for the world
broken beaten bastards
curse at the top of your fucking lungs
we the ancient power
a curse for vengeance a curse for blood
curse arcanum breeding
the fire in you
hate in their eyes
just take one final breath and i'll watch you die
its all i know
i see through their lies
just take one final breath and i'll watch you die
curse the mother and curse the child
we the born of nothing
a curse from the serpent of the gardens smile
take one last look fucker
curse the morning and curse the dusk
life and death are merging
a curse that was given to all of us
curse the cold and curse the flame
curse the building tension
a curse in the lowliest vile name
feel the end thats comming
a curse of passion is a curse of lust
take your time accepting
one last curse then turn to dust
curse arcanum breeding
tortured bliss descending
all our lives are ending
lord of death
sweet little girl
my precious child
i can take you to the garden where they grow deaths smile
there is a grove i know
where the bones lie
a place where more than virginity dies
and i can take you there
you will see through angel eyes
just in time to see the lord of death rise
i have taken all you could give
my senses are gold
but these are feelings like i have never felt before
there is a grove i know
where the bones lie
a place where more than virginity dies
and i can take you there
you will see through angel eyes
just in time to see the lord of death rise
it pumps the blood through my veins
their silent scream
one tender kiss to ease the pain
and this is all i can give
i have no more
this is the death that love required
hexmask
the hands that we slash
the blood that we mix
the passion we feel
all in a kiss
the door has been opened
the time has arrived
for all to take witness
for their world to die
so let the mask come down
to show the face that i have hidden for to long
and let the world crumble down
come on
a fire
a rage
the ceremonial state
of what we have become
we are what we hate
there is blood on the alter and dripping from the blade
it is our time so welcome it
the birth of decay
a disciplined order
to rape what you love
the door is now open
this mask i have worn for far to long
the birth of my ture self
and now the changing season
revealing my face
and everything i am explains how death will make life new
and change everyting
hopeless
there is no end to my love
with life closing in
everyone that i have known was so full of shit
i have wasted countless seasons feeling insecure
its taken all my feelings
leaving me with nothing unperverse
no hope
for me
my heart
will forever bleed
grind me up
take my senses
peel them away
i dont want to remember yesterday
i feel i have been raked over one too many coals
you better watch your step
i just might lose all of my control
blackest heart
my heart is as black as the darkest night
filled with rage thats the only light
i know that our mistakes were justified
i feel that its too late to waste more time
tear out the heart and just leave me the whole
burn me down
take my heart and my soul
stop this before i lose all control
take every memory of you i know
take every precious thing that i hold
tell me you love me the emptiest lie
say you love
say you hate
squeeze out this heart untill the memory dies
squeeze it out
make me pay
burn me completely and dont leave a stain
wash me up
soak it out
kill every promise
the memory stays
learn to hate
satiate
learn to hate me
at the end of reason
we have lost our eden
as we stand at the gates of the garden
we have lost our eden
now is the time for my heart to die
tear me down to build you up
rape the memory of whats left inside
no more love
no more hate
look in my eyes no life will you find
burned away
here to stay
soak up the answer to why love is blind
life is pain
life is pain but will end
3 days demos
necromantic
my baby, she is so good to me
i like to watch her when she bleeds
and everything is gonna be alright some day
i hold her body close to mine
her cold flesh keeps me warm at night
necromantic display
necromatic decay
necromatics on our way to abomanation
cat in the brain
every night and every day its the same fucking thing
its like i got a cat clawing up in my brain
and when that fucker starts to scratch its gonna bring me pain
but nothing like the pain im gonna give to you
and when it draws me out into the night
and the anger takes away my sight
if you could only hold me tight
then i know that everything is gonna be alright
my head is kill kill killing me
it make me do such awful things
i wanna hear your tortured screams and see your eyes
the midnight dejection sessions
sex crime victim
i can still remember how i found you in the corner
you were torn and dismembered
you were left all alone with your pain to remind you of the one that would bind you
with the duct tape alone you were left with you memories
come along with me and we will leave this land together
never mind those fucks that took your innocence away
just reach out your hand and you will be with me forever
in my broken heart is where you'll stay
time is like a burden
and life is so uncertain
there is so much more beauty that we can find in our pain
and if you will just be bold for a moment
just one more moment and then....
all the little angels want to be a sex crime victem
bloodstains on their hands and feet and left alone to bleed
if all the little angels want to be a sex crime victem
in my broken heart is where they will stay
sick is
sick is the hand that pulls the strings
with life closing in on it
life is a twisted thoughtless thing
like all that occurs in it
love is like a knife set to infiltrate
truth is, i have no love
all i have seen is hate
wasted my time just like a fool
wasted my time on you
no more wasting time
red
her blood is red its just one color
milk white flesh, thats another
raven hair just like her mother
lips cracked and blue apon each other
through all of these shades i discover
that no pity will death uncover
maria ford
maria ford, you have got the nicest ass in the world
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SOULLESS
winter
coming out of the dark
the beast, it rears its head
walking onto the soft white, its lunar quest begins
an invasion of truth
to walk the land alone
stepping out of the moral slide
instinct is now its home
and its on, its on
the man is now the wolf
and i have changed form to live as winters evening birth
stepping into the cold
as gore drips from my fangs
walking into the moonlight, onto the snowy plains
i have waited so long to feel this alive
and its all that is real to me, on this winter night
soulless
she beast of pagan lust
awaits the blood to covet us
i know she is not afraid to slice my flesh and bind the trust
shes staring into me
as night surrounds this passion flame
she is seeing through me rage, into my deepest darkest pain
this kiss last forever
endless tortured pleasure
warmth dripping over me
the firelight apon our skin
the primal heart, it pounds
she screams and pulls me deeper in
to a place so moist and warm
a place we dont feel so alone
the world dissolves away
as two blackened hearts have become one
at night she calls to me
through the moans and growls and stentch of sweat
my own appocalypse
resting my head apon her breast
she is all i know that is real
the juice of love now crusted thick
i feel the end that comes, just like the fuckside of my dick
curdled
wait a minute
let the blood begin to flow once again
last stroke of pleasure then the suffering is ready to begin
i hope you dont think this is all just to waist your precious time
you might have a change of heart, once you find out what i have in mind
i never wanted to be part of your world
i never was part of the fabric of your world
now hold your breath and take it in to such a dark and secret place
then let it out and suck it up and swallow everything you taste
spread it wide and feel the rapture of a thousand angels songs
i tap the roof, might leave a scar, but never meant you any harm
i never wanted to be part of your world
and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled
i never was part of the fabric of your world
and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled
i dont have a fucking thing that anyone could take from me
except my worthlessness and rage
except to share my suffering
and i dont need a fucking thing
except someone to share this pain
what do you fucking want from me
its only heartache i bring
if it feels wrong to live
if it feels right to die
then we will say goodbye
endless
i dont care if the sun burns out
and brings us a new ice age
i dont care if the people die
whore mother natures disgrace
i'll be here burning as always
through their fear
they will not hurt us
no
i dont care if your citys fall
take your pity to the grave
i dont care if the world dies
no more human waste
i'll be here burning as alwasys
through their fear
they can not hurt us
no more
we are lost
they have taken everything
we have thrown ourselves away
we wont see another day
as we cross a thousand aeons
just a few more steps to go
our realities converge inside of thoughts they could never know
on endless winter
cycle of the wolf
the fire in me
instinct fills me
the metamorphasis, my body takes the shape of
the hour comming
erection burning
the circle of the snake is forming eternity
the cycle of the second birth
returning to the ancient earth
to stalk the night by tooth and claw, nothing more
the hunger burning in these veins
to feed, to fuck, to live unchained
to bend the back and walk the earth on all fours
the fur is warning, the claws are forming
i feel my spine is shifting
i feel im stumbling, my whole world is crumbling
i dont know what i am
the beast inside of me has finally gotton free
the blood has circled on my hand
the hunger growing
my rage is showing
the hunt has taken over me
new death song
you suck the bitter seed of life
from every inch of the dagger that you slide inside your blessed wound
this copulation brings the darkness of a thousand dreams
as a piece of it now grows inside of you
more of an animal than man
a child of the storm
a creature born to plauge this land
it comes from places that know ones ever fucking gone, or seen, or even heard of
and now it rips away the life that binds
holding on, we embrace the dawn of our new death song
growing ever stronger than before
alleyways and ditches
ive lived in alleyways and ditches
eaten things that youve disgarded
but i wont be forever watching the shit you do
ive slept in horror and drank the terror from your cup of lies
and now im sick of you
and in these alleyways and ditches ive seen bodyparts dismembered
remains of your selfish lives
too long have i stayed in the shadows
always watching, growing stronger
and now i will rise
now that these alleyways and ditches burn a hole into existance
i will be forever tearing it open
and if this wound is in need of stitches
just know that i wont let you sew it shut
because i cant let you forget
remnants
i remember judgement day
i remember angel screams of pain
and i remember things that never go away
i remember things of fury and of pain
i remember judgement day
i have only to focus on the pain
i remember sacrifice
i remember dark desire
and i remember being cast into the fire
burning from the desire to be broken and splintered and torn asunder
i have only to focus on my pain
bloodseed
you hate your mortal race, your kind
inside, you hate the darkness of your mind
oh life
you want to open up with something you can sacrifice
you hate your mortal race your kind
you want to see your body burned
bloodseed
you want to see it ripped and torn
dark need
you want to open up with something you can tear apart
you want to see your body burned
demighoul
we will pray in the synagogue of the seven spiders
lay down beside her and watch the blood flow as she coughs it on the floor
we will fistfuck the walls around us, until the world crumbles down around us
leaving all of our tresspasses lying at deaths door
go, dont step to me you punk assed motherfucking son of a bitch
go, just roll the dice youll end up dead
go, dont look into my eyes until you have the balls to back it up
go, just show your face and i will lay you to waste
we will bathe in the blood of your children, who are fresh from the baths of their sins
and our kind will rule the night forever more
we will tear out the wings of angels, who have fallen and been mangled
in the pit of darkness from their eternal war
go, dont step to me you punk assed motherfucking son of a bitch
go, just roll the dice youll end up dead
go, dont look into my eyes until you have the balls to back it up
go, just show your face and i will lay you on a broken alter to be torn apart
you are the angel fallen
its all bullshit
im filled with the anticipation, of something that i know
you call me a useless motherfucker while im working my fingers to the bone
i know that everybody has used me
i know that everybody has lied
but i take some comfort in knowing, the fact that everybody dies
(all of you motherfuckers will die)
and i dont have the answers, because its all bullshit
in fact i dont know the questions, because they are all bullshit
its all bullshit
fetus milkshake
hold on tonight
death breeds the hollow light
stillborn babies know how to hold their mothers tight
they will hold their mothers tight
when you are safe in mommies womb
dont let the clothes hanger bother you
when you feel your limbs being torn away
dont feel bad you will find them down the drain
ALABAMA BLOODBATH
so many dead
ill put on the mask
ill take up the knife
ill put on the gloves
ill take your life
i am a fucking force of nature
i am the beast inside the man
with life and death here in my hands
i am the one who is comming
take cover
oh no, not while they are sleeping
fuck them, they deserve what they get
i am the teeth of the machine
sent here to grind your world clean
i have seen so many dead, but i can have no sympathy
waist deep in blood
waist deep in blood, with a boxcutter by my side
and it might have been wrong
but its how i survived
and in my life, i have seen and done so many things,
that i dont have shit to prove to any human being
tell me, can you take the death of love?
tell me, can you face the fear you serve?
this is my life, and i will live it my own way
so dont you step to me unless your ready to bleed
my mind is full of dredful things
like carving you up
like doing most anything
oh the joy of pain
why am i so fucked up?
why am i such an awful thing?
if i should die tonight
i have seen your suicides
melodramatic lives
i have seen your fucked up point of veiw
i have got no where to go
no one to trust i know
i have got nothing to fucking do
and its all right if i should die tonight
yeah, its alright with me
i have got my innocence
and im going to fuck you with it
and i wont stop until i am through
my mother said that my brain was fucked
and that i would end up dead if i dont stop the stupid shit i do
in the graveyard
in the dead of your eyes
we will hold each other tight
in the graveyard at night as we die
all alone in the cold
where no one else will go
we will sing of a life less defined
and any thoughts of preservation are left there to bleed
torn asunder from creation
nothing left but our deeds
3 days she bled, 3 days i bathed
three days she bled, and three days i bathed
i use her monthly unborn child to lubricate
i am not looking for answers, its not answers that i need
just some stupid bitch to fuck who has a few days to bleed
i feel like i am dead, and have no regrets
now when she spreads her legs my tounge will penetrate
the raven
taking baby out for a treat tonight
fuck her up the ass with a switchblade knife
i dont know if its love, but its alright
death is knocking at your front door
using you up like a two bit whore
here the ravens cry of nevermore, twice as fucking loud as before
corpses dont
care who they kill
death hasnt stopped and it never will
waiting for one more soul to steal
stalkers rage
i dont know if i am alive
but i sure as fuck know who is dead
and i feel it all the time
when i see you on the street
you never even notice me, but i know that you are mine, all mine
its that rage that pulls me under everyday
that stalkers rage
nadia
i found you lying on the floor
in a puddle of piss an shit and blood
there were cum stains on your face
i wondered if you had died, or perhaps were still alive
then a sound came so sweet that it almost brought me to my knees
you started crying
its fun to be there when your dying, nadia
crying out my name while you are lying there in pain
with the piss and shit and blood
and the cum stains on your face
there is nothing here
there is nothing there
just you and death and two arms to share
retroabortion
i wish i could have torn your mothers cunt apart...
and plucked you out of her before you were born
and then the world might have been a little better,
a little easier for everyone
i wish i could have slit your daddy's fucking throat...
before he stuck his filthy cock into that whore
and then the world might have been a little better,
if we had known that you were comming long before
sometimes life is just as ugly as it seems
you only get back the hatred that you bring
but if i had known the shit that you would become
i might have stopped you from ever being
your my only weakness
my only deception
my only enemy
my only friend
i wanted to love you
but how i could hate you
i wanted you with me until the end
in dreams
in dreams the hollow things that you say to me dont mean a hing
but i cant believe that you are here with me, in my dreams
id love to hold you tight
cut the darkness from the night
everythings alright here in my dreams
i can feel the fear inside of you
im amazed by your strength and pride
and you will be forever by my side
there will be no more pain so dry your lovely eyes
nora
nora nora
send your body down
its nice to see you dead again downtown
thanks for comming around
its nice to fuck the dead again downtown
i found her dead in the alley trash downtown when i was ten
if i had her now i would do it all again
i named her nora, drug her home, and she made me a man
fuck you all
i know she understands
gone
im already gone
dont fuck with me because i am already gone
molested as a child
beaten as a teen
now im grown up
a fucking wet dream
there is a needle in my arm and a knife in my back, that out put there
there are alot of people that need to die
the beyond
am i not good enough
am i not what you want
then take this fucking gun and blow my head off
because i dont want you here with me in the end of days
when the dead are surely rising and all hell is on its way
there is a reason that you live
there is a reason that you will die
there is a reason if i snap your pretty neck in the night
and all the things you ever were or ever longed to be,
all the ways you see yourself will die here with me
in the beyond
where i hold on
i will live as i will die, alone
deaths call
everything i have done is wrong
waste the night and face the dawn
everyone i have loved is gone
everyone i have loved you
there is nothing here for me
no future that i see
everything is wasted
everywhere i go death comes calling to take me home
i will die alone
as death comes calling to take me home
succubus
she bitch demon of the night
she comes to me, bringing death with mourning light
laced with disease
and its only right that i should die by her side
come lay with me
we will chase away the light forged by disease
and its only right that i should die by her side
and even death cannot seperate us
nothing
and it dont mean nothing to kill a beautiful girl
no it dont mean nothingat all -
and it dont mean nothing to hold her in your arms
even if her body is not warm -
i want to be alone
i want to see your body torn
i want to watch as you die
i want to see true terror fill your eyes
and it dont mean nothing to leave your baby alone
with all the demons of the world
and it dont mean nothing, that i am surely one
no, it dont mean nothing at all
the sleep
death of mother nature
that bitch deserved what she got
greenhouse teeth eat a world of rot
a sticky situation
the kind you have always known
dont you want to let it go?
hold me close and let me die
hold me close and lead me to eternal fire
so i can burn a little while
sing a song of hate and let it burn down
my black angel
she breaks through the darkness with everything that she as lost
kisses me now, but dont know the cost
she will deny that she hurts the most
and will not care if you are anyone that thinks you are more than her
she will tear through your world and not give a fuck
she waits at the end of the world screaming "death was never free"
but i know that my black angel is waiting for me
she breaks through the darkness with everything that she hates
kisses me now and dont hesitate
she will be more than you could ever take
staring her pain in the face
and accepting its grace
she will call it by name, while embracing it
she waits for the end of the world screaming "death was never free"
but i know my black angel is waiting for me
i hold on
i watched my mother die
she never wanted me anyway
and if a bastard i was born
then i guess a bastard i will be
and everything i've ever loved
was taken away from me
my girlfriend didn't want to get fat
so she killed our baby man
i'll be the candle
if you'll be the flame
i'll be the knife slitting your throat everyday
and we'll always be together as long as i'm alive
sometimes i stop and think i'm better off without
Oh I hold on
though my heart is stone
and i hold on
though my soul is gone -
and everything that ever was
and everything that could have been
i've contemplated self destruction
i've contemplated acts of rage
but what does any action that brings you comfort
in the night
i can't be the one - i can't be the one
when you die
BOOK OF RATS
Demonic Angel
demonic angel opens up her wings deep inside of me
(show me how to die)
demonic angel tells me all these things but she lies to me
(someone save my life)
i cant explain the things that tear my world apart
when she is near to me
she is so dear to me
i cant sustain the pain and emptiness she brings
in her hollow eyes
the one thing she cant hide
i cant do this
i cant take it
no one is real
all of you fake it
no reasons left for me to try
i cant do this
i cant take it
no one is real
all of you fake it
no tears are left for me to cry
goodbye
i'll blow my brains into the sky
demonic angel opens up her wings deep inside of me
(show me how to die)
demonic angel tells me all these things but she lies to me
(someone save my life)
when will she come again
love is like a shallow grave
when the rains come
it gets washed away
when will she come again
the shadows on her face
cover up the scars
'cause love is war
i cant do this
i cant take it
no one is real
all of you fake it
no tears are left for me to cry
goodbye
i'll blow my brains into the sky
demonic angel opens up her wings deep inside of me
(show me how to die)
demonic angel tells me all these things but she lies to me
(someone save my life)
i cant explain the things that tear my world apart
when she is near to me
she is so dear to me
i cant sustain the pain and emptiness she brings
in her hollow eyes
the one thing she cant hide
I Love Pain
i knew you before we lived
and our hearts were not ours to give
its all that i have ever had
she could see beyond the lies
with her anime like eyes
its all that i ever had
what more can be said of me
it was never meant to be
its all that i have ever had
so i will just take up my knife
it makes everything alright
its all that i have ever had
if she should leave
if she should die
its not her that i dispise
its just all that i have evr had
and if she is the first to go
woudl that make a difference
no
its all that i have ever had
come on baby take a ride with me
ive gotta show you something that you have got to see
and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die
there is mr. death
take him by the hand
and lets walk across this cruel land
you are standing in the sinking sand
but i'll bring you flowers when you die
you see i love pain
love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain
we can die beneath the tees
in the balls deep october breeze
its all i have ever had
but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all
in the dumpster behind the clinic
i want you,
i need you,
to have my abortion
and then i will know that you love me.
my darling,
i am longing,
for something so strong
i want you to be the mother of my death.
in the dumpster behind the clinic,
i'll always remember the sweet things we found.
in the dumpster behind the clinic,
in bags marked as waste, such lovely things we found.
build me up just to tear me back down.
waste
you tell me you love me,
but show me somehow.
HateSeeker
when i wake up i walk down the street
and the bloodthirst inside me comes to a peak
i dont know if i call it
or if its calling me
but i no the answer
its hate i seek
and i see it in everyones eyes
and it always will guide their lives
i push their buttons until fists start to fly
then your mine
its time to die
walk into bars and i see empty faces
my blood starts boiling at these human disgraces
i dont care what the future may hold
because a beast likes to prowl
so its prowling i go
i was born with an animal soul
and it always will take control
so go ahead and bring your hatred to me
then your mine
its time to die
stalking the streets
i can smell all of your fears
an odor much like the pussies that you are my dears
step right up and take a swing
try your luck boy
i have to admit that you are my favorite toys
and you always bring me such joy
i push your buttons until fists start to fly
then you are mine
its time to die
Within Her Skin
her daddy raped her when she was 8 years old
his selfish action took a piece of her soul
but she would thank him when she learned how to drive
took some gasoline and burned him alive
drove to L.A. so she could be a star
but prostitution didnt get her so far
her daddy's face on every john
so she went out and she baught her a gun
she had enough and couldnt take anymore
what would she be a murderer or a whore
no fire down in hell below
could match the pain of the life she had known
she killed so many that she couldnt keep count
her life had fucked her but she found a way out
it gave her power that she never had
and murder paid more than the fuck ever did
she found a power that was hers alone
she found a way to stop the pain
she found a way to make her life her own
she found a chanel for her rage
she walks the streets witht he pimps and the slime
but her past she has left far behind
nobody is gonna stop her now
even if they could somehow
so take a look deep inside yourself
you are no better than anyone else
and if you should look her way
you wont live to see another day
little runaway dont cry
there is so much more time to kill
Alter of Sacrifice
dark star is calling
black moon is filling up the endless sky
and death is comming for you
black robes i can hear the little babies cry
on the later of sacrifice
the drums beat warnings
you feel your end in sight
and death is commming for you
black robes i can hear the little babies cry
on the alter os sacrifice
dont let it fade away
Malevolence
there is too much that is ugly
there is too much that i cant stand to sink my teeth into everyday
anger is behind it
its what we believe
and the systems that guide it are here and to stay
make and match promises with every little slut that comes your way
its just your way and thats my way of telling you
that i dont care about your friends or family or anything you hold so dear
i am just what i am
and i'll take just what i give
burn out the bastards
burn out the whores
take what you can because they will take yours
take everything left at your feet
take everything and then it is complete
burn out the coffins
burn out the graves
let all that is dead be a memorial to hate
there are greater hells than this
what are you without me
what am i without you
we are forever
The Torture Throne
i will sit here on this torture throne
all my love
all my hate
all alone
and i will sit here with these hells ive shown
all my life
all my death
all my own
so many people spend their hate on me
wastes of time
beyond the veil are things they just cant see
but i dont mind
so i will sit here on this torture throne
all my love
all my hate
all alone
and i will sit here with these hells ive shown
all my life
all my death
all my own
so many people spend their hate on me
wastes of life
beyond the veil are things they just cant see
but i dont mind
we all will die
infernal orgasmic
she takes me down
over legs and under hips i am
her only comfort
i fill her need
deep inside
she spreads so wide
i can feel her rapture
hate me now
spin me round
burn me down
and just leave me to die
there is a comfort in anger
eye of the storm i am
she dances in my confusion
woman is the bane of man
slipping in
once again
hate me now
spin me round
burn me down
and just leave me to die
she walks the floor like an angel
but i see devils in her eyes
and when she is riding on top of me
well how could i compromise
and why would i try
fuck it
lets die
Mistress Death
mistress death dont you leave me alone
i am so sick of waiting
wont you take me home
i dont know what they are trying to prove
but they have already shown me that i could be used
mistress death dont you leave me this way
i dont know what you want me to do or to say
im sorry that i left you behind
but you surely must know
you were always on my mind
mistress death please remember my name
how i called to you in those nights filled with shame
release me from lifes bitter grip
and into that sweet slumber let the two of us slip
mistress death you are a whore sometimes
why wont you stay out of my life
please save me
All That Remains
a new war is comming
its our turn to die
bend over and kiss your asses goodbye
signs are converging
dark queen arise
through the mountains of madness we ride
never knowing the answers waking slowly
we the children of oblivion
knowing that we are all fucked
i dont care what the future may bring
nothing matters if you are here with me
there is no end to the trouble we seek
and we wouldnt have it any other way
never knowing the answers waking slowly
we the children of oblivion
knowing that we are all fucked
in the black hours all things are seen
shadow rituals open the sea
watch the sky burst open in flames
but our love will last though hell and earth are changed
its all that remains
Straight Razor Rape
why the fuck did you cut off that bitches cunt?
well how the fuck else could i get it in my pocket?
and while im standing here arguing with myself
i know that i should be getting my ass somewhere else
blood on my hands
the tears in her eyes
please undertsand
there will be peace when you die
i know what it takes
to make a heart ache
a straight razor rape
you werent the first
you wont be the last
give me a break and take your own life
Salvation
its taken all my reason
salvation behind me
another fucking season to lay down and die in
i live violently
violence is inside of me
its taken all my reason
salvation behind me
another fucking season to lay down and die in
and i dont know the endless roads or overloads
god only hopes that anything tomorrow brings will be better than today
The Enemy
"the enemy of my enemy is my friend"
suck my dick and choke on the load that i blow
right down your fucking throat!
ive already forgotton more than you will ever know
about fucking people up!
Rats in the Walls
Rats in the walls of the enemy
Rats tearing holes insanity
Tear down these walls and leave us be
Rats outside of society
Rats tearing holes in reality
Vermin we were born and so will be
Scum of the Earth is all you see
Scum of the Earth eternally
Rats coming up from the underground
Death comes at night without a sound
Plague on mankind is coming down
Rats leave a trail of dead behind
burn as the fires of hell unwind
hate and pestilance behind our eyes
we lie in wake while you are sleeping at night
behind the safety of your walls
there is no way that you can stop us tonight
behind the safety of your walls
There is not one of you that will be left alive
behind the safety of your walls
you all must know this is the end of your kind
behind the safety of your walls
Rats in the walls of the enemy
Rats tearing holes insanity
Tear down these walls and let us be
Tear down these walls and leave us be
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